As far as I know, Malik wants to forgive him but he’s just too terrified that something horrible may happen again. I told him that the best he can do is to forgive him instead of living with that stress forever. And about loving him again, yes, Malik still loves him, but then again is afraid. Even if I never get to get the chance to be with Altair, at least I want both of them to be happy again, just as they were before. I love them so much and I hate seeing them fighting all the time. It’s so sad listening to Malik screaming and stressing every day. Altair tends to bother him but in a way that he can make my brother’s day, but Malik just closes himself off him.
I believe Malik will love him again if the three of us talk, but right now, I must fix this trouble I got into. I’m texting Altair with the following after some minutes I messaged him the last one:
Kadar 27 - Feb- 2014 / 21:19
Hey, Altair, I have a bad feeling. Well, it’s not that bad, or I don’t know. But I think I love my brother. Yes. Love as Romantic, Sexual way. I’m currently having a strange urge to kiss him again, and…even make out. ASJlkjd. I might be sounding like a creep or a pervert, but it’s what I feel and I think it’s not right. :c I feel like a sick person.
I’m almost there to your house. I really hope talking to you would make me calm down this strange urges. Ugh. I hate how I’m sounding! Or seeming.
((Scott: MORE TV NOVEL DRAMA CREED. Some of previous Asks are connected and more about this keep coming, so they’ll be responded as fast as possible, since I’m going in the order they were sent! Kadar doesn’t even know Malik is reading his messages, so Altair will be more than screwed. Huehuee~ ))